My Passion

My Passion and Death
 

In the Garden before My crucifixion, do you know what was the most painful thing for Me to endure? It was the crushing loss of those who rejected My Love and My grace and their provision to be saved. That was far and away the most painful thing I ever experienced.
 

Of those who knew Me, there were no grey zones at Calvary - either I was loved or hated, nothing in between. The rage and hatred of the crowd is not even understood today. I was hated with a passion and the demon infested crowd would have torn me limb from limb had it not been for the Roman soldiers, who had already executed the wrath of Satan when they lashed the flesh from My Body. I should have died at that pillar, but My Father needed Me to finish the very dregs of the cup, and so I lived.
 

Lest you misunderstand, it is not about the blood and gore. It is about the absolute desolation of My Heart - that those I have created and provided this beautiful planet for and breathed life into them. Those I have blessed with children, food and clothing. Even those I healed of leprosy abandoned Me in the hour of My agony. They sided with Satan's agents and spat upon the ground at the foot of My Cross. Can you imagine that? Taunting, ridicule, contempt, all heaped upon Me during My unbelievable torments as I suffered for them and they knew it not.
 

Yes, you are beginning to get the picture now. 'Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do.'
 

You cannot earn My affections. It is Who I Am. And I look upon each of you with the greatest tenderness. I especially delight in those souls who are little in their own eyes. Did I not live that example before you, humbly showing obedience to my Father? I could have resurrected right before their very eyes, even calling legions and legions of angels to accompany Me as I freed Myself from the cross in glory.
 

But no, I chose instead to die an ignominious death between two thieves, to be taken down by mere men, bathed, anointed and laid in a tomb. Oh, the heart wrenching finality they felt when the stone was rolled into place!
 

The darkest moment in the history of the Earth, when all the hope of mankind had left, was snuffed out, sealed in a dismal tomb behind a cold stone. Nothing notable, just cold and barren rock, snuffing out the Light of the world.
 

My People, I knew that the ONLY way I could accomplish getting you all into Heaven was through the tremendous suffering of the Cross. When I kissed the wood before I carried it, I had My eyes on having you with Me in Heaven, in being able to provide a blessed eternity for you and all My creatures. When I kissed the wood, I was looking at My Bride and My people living happily ever after, though they could in no way attain to that level of holiness on their own.
 

And so I kissed and welcomed it. I wasn't looking at the pain, the torture, the ridicule - I was looking at My triumphant Bride coming into Heaven. That's what kept Me going. Everything I suffered was worth that one end. It was truly My love that nailed Me to the Cross.
 

So much of My living example has been written off and buried, just as I was buried in the tomb. So much has been sealed up and labelled a no-go zone. 'Jesus died and rose again and now He's not on that cross anymore.' That is what has been accepted as the norm. How far from the truth that is! For as long as there is one human being unsaved or hurting, the wounds of My crucifixion remain open, bleeding and throbbing. Men have closed off that part of My life, because it is too painful for them to look at. But in so doing, they have discouraged access to the deepest mysteries of My incarnation. This place, where I want you to go with Me, contains all the answers to your suffering in this life, including the grace to endure without bitterness. When you accompany Me with the way of My cross, I accompany you along the way of your cross, and My example gives you the courage to press on.
 

I have come to save the lost and I know only too well when that window of Mercy is going to slam shut. Don't you see? This is the most painful thing I must ever endure and the very thought of doing it makes Me collapse in tears as I was in the Garden before My crucifixion.
 

You see, I remember the disposition of that little soul when it came to earth. I remember the purity, the beauty, the sincerity. And looking at it now, all disfigured and deformed by sin and lies, pushing Me away, rejecting My provision is crushing My very heart.
 

And why are they pushing Me away? Because man has deformed, disfigured and defamed My Name, My Faith, My Person. They don't recognize Me because those who represent Me are not like Me. Many are full of judgment and hypocrisy. So now in these last hours I have raised up ministers who will convey My true nature to the world. That those who have been fed the twisted agendas of religion will recognize, ‘That's not Me, that never was Me. Let Me show you who I am’ and the results I am seeing are spectacular. You who have turned around and recognized Me, finally, how wonderful that is. Oh, My aching Heart is so comforted by you.
 

So, My people, wake up the sleeping, through their conscience, through their disappointments and emptiness inside. They are the walking dead, sound asleep and they are all around you. Many of them KNOW they are not alive, something vital is missing, they can feel that emptiness. They are the walking wounded, lonely, confused, no direction in life. Approach them from that direction. ‘Are you hurting, have you been deeply disappointed in life, are you feeling hopelessness about life. Are you seeing more and more terrible things coming upon the world? Do you want to live? Do you want your life to turn around? Do you want to have hope, joy, and feel good about life again?’
 

Many, many, many are on the very verge of despair because nothing they planned has worked out. Violence, immorality, disappointment, failed dreams, how painfully they suffer. Has no one any answers? Is life a hopeless void? Isn't there something more to life than my dreams being shattered? Do you know how many feel that way? Thousands? No, millions. Because of the reprobate rulers, the genocides, the persecution, the wicked governments, millions suffer this, yes! Millions!
 

They have been taught God is hateful, mean, stripping away joy, overly demanding, and to live for Him is to live in a straight jacket. They have been taught that if they walk into church with two different coloured socks they will be judged and rejected. Man has presented this image to them. This is not who I AM. I died for you that you may have life and have it to the full. Tell them, my people, tell them of My tender and loving nature. Time is running out.